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Sun Nov 13, 2005, 10:25 PM
Feel like shit yet again but this time I don't know why. I mean I feel sick but its just from all the stress. I had a massive breakdown yesterday for no reason at all, then found out about more lies that people had told me. Guess that I just lost control then and havn't really recovered from that yet.
Fuck! Some people just piss me off. Like people that expect shit from me, like i'm a complete slut and am just going to get with anyone that asks...or doesnt ask. And like everytime i go out it's like im always obviously going to get with the same guy just because i have a few times before. It's so retarded, i just wish people would stop judging me!!
I went through a faze a few days ago of hate. I hated every person that i ever hurt and made all the things I did and said, all their fault. I'm over that now. Everything they said about me, whether it was out of anger or just from their heart, is true. I AM a dumb cheating slut that will get with anyone, boyfriend or not.
Its so amazing that after everything he does, and everything he says, theres still this one guy that has a reserved spot in my heart and in the back of my mind. He's the one I kind of, sort of, dated, ish, if you could call it that. And he's the one that is never around when i want him to be.And Never listens to anything I have to say unless it involves me taking off my clothes. Arrrrggggghh! I hate being treated like the slut that i am. I want to be someone different. Someone other than me. I've even begun to feel sick from all the shit and all the stress in my fucked up life. I had to go home early from school today because I just couldn't stand it anymore. It's not like Id be learning anything anyway, I mean I barely remember to eat, let alone concerntrate on things that don't matter to me right now. Anyway, hopefully everything will be better soon.

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  • Current Residence: Australia
  • Interests: Music, Writing, Dancing, Singing, SHOPPING!
  • Favourite movie: hmm dont really have one
  • Favourite band or musician: AAR,The Used, The Killers, MCR, Sum41, Funeral for a friend, Taking Back Sunday...i could go on
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/Punk
  • Favourite cartoon character: Spongebob
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heyy i'm not sure if you remember me, but this is angel-baby04
i had to get a new account, i can't get onto my old one.
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Hi Tara, remember me? ;p

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